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Joyboy!
06:04
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The failure of familiar. The sanctity of anguish. It’s a made-up shame meant to keep the unfilled lung empty.
I’m not a martyr. I’m not a fucking savior. I’m not under Caesar. I’m in my eyes.
Walking an empty road, unafraid
I want to see where it goes
Loved a lie.
Surrounded by the season shift
Leaves crack
In the fall
Trees retch
lean back
The bees crawl
Lights off
Dropping
Our complex lives
Unseen
You don’t say
Don’t say
You don’t save
The violent
Behave
I used to think that Pluto was waiting for me
But now I see that the Earth just felt unfree
Frozen
In the path
of the
heatwave
From that lake
Dried up
Mother
Father
Rehashed
Too much
I want to
Get bored
With this truth
Internalize it
All the worms I’ve delegated. Webs of wicked echo-systems.
I want to be myself, without those narcissists.
All the worms I’ve delegated. Webs of wicked echo-systems.
I want to be myself, without those narcissists!
Disengage from the drive-thru let down
Bells of distant love
Echoes of the conditional wake, from the light show divorce
Bells of resentment
Echoes of the conditional love.
HATE
Fills my engine
Imagining
What is missing
I am worth more than this
Too long I have been treated like your fucking object
Now you’re a pale projection
Your fear of all rejection and pain
Will keep you broke
Failed at everything you were to be for me
It that all you’ve fucking got?
Come on!
Not my problem
You can suffer in your hatred and fear
You’re a loveless creature:
My own mother
Not my fault and not my problem, I am not your father, I am my own person
Go!
Walking an empty road, unafraid I want to see where it goes
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2. |
Worsham (Dog Scientist)
03:48
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I need rage!
Emperor’s ghost will come
Hiding Checkov’s gunshot
The doctors will see you now
You won’t take me
Nothing makes sense
When you’re taught to doubt
Everything you
Are deep down
You won’t take me alive!
Nor dead!
You can’t speak
If you’re not there
It all makes sense
Cause I know the truth
Everything you
Are deep down
You are just a person
No cult!
Just aesthetic
Pathetic…
Seas crossed like boundaries
It’s your fault,
I am a survivor
Felt like you would chase me to the ends of the earth you despise for not bending to your will, so you hate me too, huh?
I don’t care
I don’t care
No more pity
Your selfish kiss
Your selfish kiss
I reminisce
Now with context
My sorrow lifts
Into a fist
I will not miss
I swat the tongue
Bring down the sun
I reminisce
Now with context
My sorrow lifts
Into a fist
I will not miss
I swat the tongue
Bring down the sun
Swat the tongue bring down the sun
Swat the tongue bring down the sun
Swat the tongue bring down the sun
I believe in entropy
I believe it comes around
You don’t dream of finding peace
You just dreamed the earth would drown
You’ve been waiting for the end
Nuclear apocalypse
How was I to find a space?
Underneath your early death
Underneath your early death
Underneath your early death
Underneath your early death
I am not a sacrifice!
I could stand to be selfish, to love myself, to kill that mess
I could stand to create space between me and the things that kill my peace
I can stand to love my rage, I suddenly recognize that that is what makes me brave
No you two could never understand the immensity of my inner strength
The color drained from your eyes, and it’s not my destiny to save you, no no no
No matter how hard you try
to shove me into play!
Lala
Walk through the trees
I feel the wind is holding me a guarantee that everything will be just fine!
Buried the lead
You cannot follow me you best believe I will not write another song about you
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Measure the length
Crows in the day
Flooding the sky
Feathers rain
Sand in the drain
Phasing in and out
The shadow’s cast by the nearest star
I feel science, all we know
I put to use in my time on this Earth
How much does it have to cost?
It costs nothing just to sit and watch
Clouds drift, and to understand their purpose
Purpose
Oh
Well if it’s so well-worded
Then I can truly learn
Everything I want to know
Death passing by in his feathered veil
I know it will be just fine
Worries passing
In time
In time
(Guitar solo and vibes)
Out-scream
Your silence
Through fear
No hiding
My peace is shaped like talons
I speak and rest in balance
Harbors
Take the angel destined to fall
His friend once
An enemy now seeks deeper love and understanding
Harbors
Take the angel destined to fall
His friend once
An enemy now seeks deeper love and understanding
I’ve been
Journal-hopping again
I’ve been
Traveling back-and forth east west
-can’t help it
I’ve been
Journal-hopping again
I’ve been
Traveling back-and forth east west
-can’t help it
They’d already know that to me it’s death row, uh
They’d already know that to me it’s death row, uh
They’d already know that to me it’s death row, uh
They’d already know that to me it’s death row
Death row
Death row
(Breakdown and shit)
You’ve got a rage you’ve been desperately trying to withdraw
If you were big enough back then you would have fought them off
And it’s not too late to say fuck them yeah fuck that law
The expectations that have cast chains and arms around your jaw, your aching heart
Middle finger first then you can forgive if at fucking all
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5. |
Hunter Gatherer
04:54
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6. |
Gomu Gomu No Ufo
04:04
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I went cold, bit my tongue
In disturbance, dancing sermons
Lungs filled up, taste of blood
I’ve been gnawing through the fabric
I went frigid and then bit my nails again
In discordance, in the furnace
Lungs were filling up with blood and ectoplasm
I’ve been chewing through my tethers
Felt her whispers etching torture!
I think
I found the gate
That can
Circumvent
Early death
I was
Making a left
Green light
I was not
Unafraid
Then I
Remembered my
Father
He was so
Cowardly
I break magnetic pull
With my
Beating pulse
Schizophrenic misdiagnosis I knew I was not meant for life but then the medicine woman had made a confirmation until I doubted the doubt inside of mind and realize everything was not that right
Ah!
Dissociation
I wasn’t stupid
I was a victim to a broken system!
All at once, I saw clearly I had lost too much
Hand newly guided I decide to look forward
I was busy reminiscing
Then I found a meaning thinking
I want the truth I want the truth I want the truth
I was busy reminiscing
Then I found a meaning thinking
I want the truth I want the truth I want the truth
I was busy reminiscing
Then I found a meaning thinking
I want the truth I want the truth I want the truth
I was busy reminiscing
Then I found a meaning thinking
I want the truth
Memories of the television
Taking up the room
Memories of the television
Taking up the room
Darlings we’re not the same
As our broken mothers
As our drunken fathers
Leave that war behind
I’m
Not
Fucked up
Fucked up
Not
Un-
Unloveable
I’m
Not
Fucked up
Fucked up
Not
Un-
Unloveable
You’re not the hero who will save the broken
You’re not the villain who destroyed the marriage
You are you
None of it’s your fault
And it never was
No it never was!
Oh plastic melting
You don’t have to linger
Oh, you know…
Can we make a friend today?
Locked inside the mirror
Can you make a friend today?
Foreign yet familiar shape
Can we make a friend today?
Locked inside the mirror
Can you make a friend today?
Foreign yet familiar shape
Oh
UFO UFO you know!
ufoufoufo
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8. |
Destructo Lung, Kai
05:29
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On the other side of the grief is a life I thought could never be
Walking and aiming through fog, asphyxiating
Left, right, left, right
Striking from beneath the tongue, raising my Destructo Lung!
'Cross the bridge
It's okay to take a moment to
Think around and think about the other possibilities
Your thoughts are just thoughts, not your actions
What you feel inside is not a choice so shed the shame and look
Just be patient
We all need love
So give yourself some space to think
We all need love, so you should give yourself some time and space to just think freely
Freely
Terror of the mind
You are undefined
I was never taught how to hear my voice
How to trust my thoughts
Back then I was a boy
Trying to fix two broken people
I was never shown how to feel my feelings
It's not my failing
Deep inside my bones, clawing at the ceiling
Crawling towards them, never close enough
Never closer
I'm not who I used to be
I'm looking in the mirror trying to see who I am
Here finally on the other side
I stay looking forward with open eyes
I can't compete and I hope I'm right giving my rage the space to speak
I need a day to think and a day to sleep, a day to speak, old bitch
There's been a data breach
(Edit in whatever this line is)
Made a right on Wilshire
A left on Sycamore
Tried to dedicate to a softer image
I ate my spinach, played kind to villains
Listened to Mathcore and Jazz Rap
Synth Wave, Romantic, Boom Clap
DnB, Groove Metal
Swim deep, got goose feathers
New levels, no devils, no
She has skull bones in her backpack
Images of all her future victims, she hasn't had yet
You can feel
There's no comfort in the familiar
You'll spend eighty years dying slow
So don't
No, she wasn't built to- (only alone)
-burn, but neither were you (you have to run)
There's no comfort in the familiar
(You have to)
Listen to your rage
What's it trying to say?
Feel it in your face
Who made you feel this way?
(Too many ones and zeroes)
I'm not yours, I'm not yours
I am mine, I am mine
You are yours, go!
On the other side of the grief is a life I thought could never be
Walking and aiming through fog, asphyxiating
Left, right, left, right
Striking from beneath the tongue, raising my Destructo Lung!
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9. |
I Am Free
05:58
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Extrasolar, alloy collar ID
Born of magic, puking rabbits
Envied allies, betrayed heart for IP
Friends in fashion, rosey glasses
Found the proper verbiage, the mirage of fucking garbage
Spent the day headaching, feeling sick of participating
So I run around, look at these pretty cool rocks I found
And I woke up smiling, the rope's been cast into the ivy
Sun spots forming on the Earth
Open up the book to read, well we're repeating history
I'm frozen in the cycle of revolution
It's over and over
Over and over and over and over
Over and over
Over and over
Back of the mind, back to itself
Back to myself, what is my self?
I make a choice, I make it clear
I will never be controlled by my fear!
Bleghhh
You can call it bona fide, you can say it's okay
(Mother)
But I know in heart of hearts, it's okay if it's not
(You won't win me)
If you take my life away, I'd say I'd had let you
So I never will give it
Give you the choice over me
I see your collar ID on the voice that's deep inside, you were telling me bad things, "I'm Bad", no I don't think so!
You've been shooting from the free throw, let go
I'll peel your fucking fingers, and it's not for you.
I am simply not for you!
Say "Goodbye"
Since you don't know how to say "Sorry"
Driving down the
Highway to
Try to recon-
-cile with
Your one only
Child who
Loved you dearly
Was too hard!
I've burned the bridge
Carrying what could have been
I've burned it all
I've suffered long enough
I just want to look onward, but I know I have to feel
Full of sadness and anger, yeah I know I have to feel
I just want to look onward, and I know that I am free
Full of weakness and heartache
Strong in knowing I am free
I am free
I am free
I'm free
I'M FREE
Free
You've always been free!!!
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I see now, Idenden. You were lying to me. I believed your every spitting word, because I thought you were the Iden of Perception, the glimpse into all that is and could be.
I met Paserin, and that title belonged to them. They revealed to me the truth.
Every inch of this galaxy you have shown me, all the wars I fought to make peace, all of it was in your interest. There is no war for peace, only the one waged against you. I stand with Rio. I stand with my friends. I stand for myself.
Now I see it all, Paserin was always inside me. MY heart drums fully awakened, and you will not live to see me bend for you, not one more time.
Now this is my story.
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UfoUfoUfo Santa Monica, California
Ufoufoufo (pronounced U.F.O.U.F.O.) is a solo project from Santa Monica, California. This music is deeply tied to my growth journey, reflecting my experiences and identity as a human. I blend the jazzy-mathcore sound of The Number Twelve Looks Like You, with a riff-focus of The Fall Of Troy, w/ influences across 80s hardcore, new wave, and 00’s math-rock. ... more
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